No job and no husband!

For the first time in a year and a half, I'm looking for a job. Everyone keeps asking if I'm in school or if I work and I constantly have to explain myself. Well number one, I'm tired of explaining myself. I'll go to school when I darn well feel like it and second, I'm finally bored and finally tired of living pay check to pay check so I'm job hunting. With no luck I might add, but still hunting. I had an interview today with Super Helpers and that was just a completely unorganized and unprofessional joke of a morning. When you walk into an office and they tell you they don't know how much they will pay you for the position and when the two ladies running the office can't agree on something in front of you, it's rude. But that just means the job wasn't mean to be. I don't want to be a cleaning lady or a sales person for the rest of my time in Virginia but I was willing to clean because I enjoy it. Turns out that it wasn't for me. Chris was glad to find out that I wasn't going to work there. He didn't want me to be someones maid anyway! I got a phone call for a job this evening but it was for evening hours which I can't take while Chris is home. It's only Monday, I have the rest of the week to continue my search to have a job by my goal, which is Friday!



This was a very eventful weekend. The party at Adam and Antonio's turned a little, um, violent I guess lol. Sometimes play fighting turns out bad... don't ask questions, just take my advice! Lol.... Anyway, we had fun for a while, played nertz, did some shots, wrestled, danced, got loud, you know how parties go! :) But then, abruptly, the party was over and I took a cab home. Yes, a cab. The very first time I had ever been in a cab. Lol, lame I know.  


So, Chris left today. For the first time since he got home from deployment. It's not for long though. Luckily. I don't like that he's gone. Not one single bit. But I will admit, a week is wayyyy better than seven months. I didn't even cry when he left. I was proud. I guess him being gone for seven months made me realize that I can do it and I can survive and I can wait on him, impatiently, but it's still waiting! Lol. He took me on a date last night to Red Lobster. We hadn't been out to eat since he got home and we felt like we deserved to go out and enjoy each others company in public! :) My countdown is on to the day he gets back in my arms but it's really weird that he's gone again. Talking to him through email and facebook brings back memories of deployment, even though it was only two months ago. Horrific memories! I can't explain it. If you aren't a military wife then you'll never understand what we go through on a day to day basis. 


I had my ultrasound last week and I still have a cyst on my left ovary. From the picture I saw, it seems pretty big. I will get my results from the ultrasound when I see the fertility GYN on the 29th. I have to get blood drawn on the 18th, so not looking forward to that! But hey, I could be getting somewhere. Everyone keep your fingers crossed for us that we get this situation figured out!


Missing my love.. Peace! <3